Dear You
Once again I have been neglecting my blog. Not that I intend to mind you... It's just that I've been feeling more & more tired or lazy as some might say and truth to be told. I'm getting a little brain dead as time goes by. The month of October has been quite busy for me and there is actually loads to talk about but whenever I log in to Blogger, I would have these moments of hesitation. What with Hari Raya celebrations, people coming in for interviews, new employees and Deepavali... Not to mention of course... my Birthday! Hari Raya was so far so good... House visits for me were cut down due to the fact that I was sick most of the time and just too fucking lazy. Enduring the same questions of when I'm going to settle down and get married is getting tedious and my mom knowing her daughter doesn't even try to force or bribe me to go. Even she know that when I'm irritated I won't be able to stop myself from saying something or making a face. Don't get me wrong... I'm not exactly rude to my elders. My parents taught me to be better then that. However it's those relatives who are not close that I can't stand. The ones who think they have the right to nose into other people's business. The ones who loves to brag. The ones who finds delight in others' downfall. The ones who gossip. The ones who... well you get the picture. I seriously can't stand this people and it takes great control for me not to actually say.. ' oh really? well I saw your daughter the other night in a club drunk and vomiting and grinding with a bunch of guys who clearly weren't her friends nor her boyfriends' Emphasis on the word GREAT CONTROL... I mean... what exactly the fuck is their problem. Aku nak kahwin siang ke lambat ke. Pakaian aku macam gini ke macam gitu ke. Itu suka hati aku! Man... these people really get on my tits. Work. Work is fine with a few exceptions. 2 people who have been given nicknames from yours truly and the GF. 2 people who will always be the butt of our jokes, gossip and what not. 1. Mop - why we call her mop was because during Hari Raya season. She came to work wearing baju kurung. Which looks perfectly fine except for the fact that her hair which was always tied up in a bun was left free and to its own devices. Which was quite funny I tell ya cause as the time passed her hair slowly " bloomed". Haha! Why "bloomed"? Cause in the morning her hair was relatively neat and sooner or later it started to frizz up and was about to stand on ends. Like a flower, when it's closed and soon it will open up. I'm sure she must have realised that we were trying to control our laughter. GF and I have never been great on subtlety. We could never keep a straight face. But sucks to 'mop', she is like this makcik2 type who thinks highly about herself and thinks that the right to insult and make use of people solely hers. She must have had quite a shock when she found out that the GF and I don't take no shit from anyone even though the person is older. Workload for us has slightly eased up as she realised that we would throw her work back at her. 2. Berus Jamban - if you've read a few of my previous entries, you would have read about my complaints on a certain cleaner guy at work. Well. Now GF and I decided to call him toilet brush. Cause there was this one particular day, I saw his arranging his hair and when he came around to my side of the office. I got into a fit of giggles. Apparently he wet his hair and tried to do some kind of spiky style but failed horribly cause in the 1st place as GF would say. He has a fucking stupid hair cut. Really not the kind where you would think it's nice. In fact he totally looks like a fucking retard! Why do I lets say anti him is because he's the kind of person who would try to woo anyone young in skirts. When I had just started, he kept walking to and fro in front of my desk for no particular reason. I admit that I'm "face-ist". If I think the guy is so not cute then he's not up to my standard. Fuck you people who says that looks are not important. Puh-lease... You look at people and if that person doesn't look good, you immediately start to comment on his clothes, hair and what-nots. However if the guy is oh sooo cute, of course you would feel the attraction. I am just being realistic when I say that I would only go for guys who looks good and knows how to dress well and knows how to style their hair. I'm vain, if I look good naturally I want my BF to look good. But I'm digressing... Anyways, he would try to gain approval or as we malay would say it... 'membodek' to all the ladies by giving them those kind of cheap shot comments like 'you look so pretty today like beyonce... like angelina jolie...' aiyah.. you know what I mean. Gf and I having been through years of those kind of comments from guys naturally recoiled with disgust. He would ask 1 of the makciks for our number and he has this habit of singing malay love songs when he walks by you. So bloody typical right? Step mana nye jiwang je. Oh and when you just ignore him... he would sit or stand somewhere near you and stare at you. I'm thinking that maybe he thinks that he is giving a sexy, seductive look but no! At one point I was so fed-up I turned to him and said out loud 'yes? is there any particular reason why you are looking at me like some kind of pervert?' He was obviously shocked and dropped his eye and mumbled something. So I just said 'good because if you are, I'm bringing you down for sexual harassment' Like a dog with his tail between his legs, he quickly walked off. Aarrgghhh!!! Seriously... Sometimes I feel like beating the shit out of him. To add on to my dislike. Just because he is the cleaning supervisor,he thinks he's some kind of big shot. He orders the cleaning ladies around while he just sit around and walk around and smoke. If it happens that the morning cleaning lady is not around then the whole office will be untidy. But one can't say anything cause he has done so much ass-kissing that people will back him up. Also whenever the cleaning ladies bring packet food from home he will be the 1st one to open and dig in. How fucking inconsiderate is that! Jantan sengket nak step mana nye big shot. He actually has the cheek to ask one of them to question on what kind of transportation BF and GF's husband has, what they work as. Of course I suspect that it's him being kaypo. It's very suspicious when I see him talking to the makcik then straight away comes to me to 'interrogate' Ok... I better stop talking about him or my blood will boil. Recently we had a few job openings, you should have seen the amount of people writing in for the Admin Asst position. When I got back from my leave, I had 573 emails! To think that I had to go through and screen and shortlist and print each and every one of them makes my head fucking pound. Note to all you people who are sending in their resumes to companies. Can you please NOT send your resume like 5-6 times? WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM? JUST BECAUSE YOU SEND IT SO MANY BLOODY TIMES DOESN'T MEAN YOU WILL GET 1ST PRIORITY! IN FACT IT'S THE OPPOSITE, WE IMMEDIATELY PUT A BIG FAT RED 'NO' ON IT! DO YOU FUCKING COMPRENDE??!! God! The world is full of fucking idiots! Kalau dorang susahkan diri dorang takpe... Susahkn hidup orang lain pulak. On to the next story... My birthday this year was celebrated in a low key way. I didn't get drunk, I didn't spent the next day convalescing. In fact it was mellow... mostly I chilled out with BF... being lovey-dovey and no. I won't go into all the details.. I'll spare you guys on this one. The long weekend following Deepavali was quite so-so... Since it was raining at unpredictable moments. Time was spent lazing around. Went JB.. went to a wedding escort and on Deepavali itself, we wanted to go to Sentosa however it rained... again.. so it ended up that I almost blew half of my pay shopping. Poor BF had to carry all the bags and in the end we struggled to pack the stuff into helmet bags. Kan i dah cakap... ambik lesen kreta lagi bagus. Ok la... I need to get back to those resumes Till then....
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