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Saturday, September 29, 2007

[21] Jumping To Conclusions

[21] Jumping To Conclusions

Dear You

I know it's been awhile. There were loads happening in my life but unfortunately I may have to tell you guys about it on another day.

I don't have any mood now. I hate people jumping to conclusions.

Apparently someone thinks that I'm making up the cancer thing to avoid her. Now a few people are saying 'she will get retribution from ALLAH' 'she will get what she deserve'

but the best one is..

'let's hope that her wish come true and she does get lung cancer'

what???

my wish come true?

like who would want to wish for themselves to get cancer?

the thing is this particular someone is not even close to me so she doesn't know my story from A-Z

and the comments come from blind followers/fans/friends who has never even bloody met me!

so what the fuck?

oh yah.. like.. I wanna have cancer just so that I can avoid her..

Really... common sense are just not common to some people. No logic at all.

And I thought that you would be wiser as you grow older.

Rather then jumping to conclusions I don't understand why she just ask to see proof of documents like letters from doctors?

My Baby and my friends has been around me all this while and they have seen with their own eyes how weak I sometimes am. I've fainted twice in front of my Baby and some of my friends saw me about to faint.

So I guess the stabbing feeling in my lungs and my at times wheezing breathing is a lie?

What if i really do have cancer? Does it really mean that it is retribution for me?

whatever..

This is Natasha.. If I'm strong enough to survive my past.. this is chicken shit for me. I take everything in my stride.

By the way.. I know it is abit too late. But Selamat BerPuasa everyone.

Till then....

Posted by: Natasha
Time: 3:11:00 PM