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I am what I am. Spent most of my past listening to other people's bullshit so now I say it as I see it. If you don't like it, I don't really care. I don't conform to expectations so don't expect me to follow yours. I'm a rebel neither with nor without a cause but a rebel just the same.

Eccentricity is not, as dull people would have us believe, a form of madness. It is often a kind of innocent pride, and the man of genius and the aristocrat are frequently regarded as eccentrics because genius and aristocrat are entirely unafraid of and uninfluenced by the opinions and vagaries of the crowd.
Edith Sitwell (1887 - 1964), Taken Care Of ,1965

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[17] Getting Through The Week
[16] Sadness And An Enjoyable Weekend
[15] My Best Girlfriends And My GodDaughter!
[14] Keeping Busy Doesn't Seem To Work.. BUT....
[13] Feeling So Lethargic
[12] My Pent Up Anger
[11] No Time
[10] I Saw A Waterspout
[9] Irritating Stupid People
[8] I Hate Idiotic Guys

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007 [18] Why Am I Blogging At A Time When I'm Supposed To Be Asleep??
[18] Why Am I Blogging At A Time When I'm Supposed To Be Asleep??

Dear You

Damn it! It's like going to be 4am and I'm still awake! I feel tired and sleepy but I don't feel like sleeping. How weird is that and the best part is that I will be meeting Cheryl and Hanif at ICA at 1pm to collect his passport after which we will be going travel agency scouting.

Let's see... I actually planned to wake up at 10am then shower and get ready and everyone knows how long I take to get ready. Go out take a passport photo and since I'm heading toward ICA, I might as well make a new passport since mine has expired and GASP! MY BKK TRIP IS JUST NEXT MONTH!

Haiyah.. What's even more frustrating is that my pay is not in yet. NABEI!

By the way I've quit my job and got a better offer working at Chai Chee (so bloody far xia from Jurong to Chai Chee) under SIA.

But alas I will be starting on the 20th of Aug and my bloody ex manager from my previous workplace insist on me coming down to take my paycheck on the 1st at 7pm.

GRRRRR......

The worst part is that it's a crossed check. If I take it on Wed at 7pm then I bank it in, on Thurs the check collection will be at 3 pm (i think) then it will finally be cleared for me to withdraw after 2pm on Fri.

KANINA!

If he can just give me the check before 2pm on that Wed itself then it will be on time for the 3pm collection and I can get my $1500 on Thurs!

FUCK! I NEED CASH AND I NEED IT NOW!

I NEED TO MAKE A NEW PASSPORT! A NEW IDENTITY CARD! AND MOST IMPORTANTLY I NEED TO FINALISE THE BOOKING OF MY TICKETS! I'M HOLDING THE REST UP BY NOT HAVING MY PAY!

(i am like so turning red in the face)

Pffffffffttttttttt............

But anyhoos.. Last Wed I went down to Zouk to watch my friends compete in the finals of World Battle Of The Bands. Band name... NOW OPEN.

Unfortunately they were in 5th place but hey.. 5th out of 50 bands is so not bad at all. The rest of the audience wear pissed cause apparently they were rooting for NOW OPEN to win. The band who won played the song Waterfalls by TLC.

Come on! A band playing Waterfalls xia! What The Fuck!

Not surprising that they won. Eunice Olsen was the judge.

Pffffffttttttt.........

But I got to see Utt and my friends who were competing introduced him to us. HE SHOOK MY HAND!!!!

OH MY GOD! I FELT LIKE MELTING LAH!!!!

He's damn cute! Honest to God!

Surprisingly I actually expected him to be taller. I was wearing my 4 inch heels and he was of the same height. Hmmm.... Rudy is 170-175cm tall and if I were to wear my 4inches, I only reach his ears. So I guess Utt must be around 16o plus tall..

But never mind! He was CUTE!!

Cheryl, Lisa, Aidah and I were like giggly teenagers. Saying stuff like ' he shook my hand! he shook my hand!' (me.. hehe) 'he brushed past me and touched my back' (Cheryl) 'i took a pic with him' (Aidah) 'i feel so shy' (Lisa)

HAHA!!!

CHEAP THRILL XIA!

But seriously I spent my time ogling at him and DJ Jansen. Haizzz.......

This is 1 of the reason why I like being single. I get to drool and ogle cute guys openly w/o having to worry about 'boyfie's' feelings! haha!

There was a guitarist that was damn HOT too! But unfortunately his girlfriend was so damn langgar lorry xia the face and she caught Cheryl and I staring at the bf and straight away she clung on to him and pulled his head down to kiss him.

OH PLEASE....

DARLING! IF I WANTED YOUR BF I COULD HAVE GOTTEN HIM WITH NO PROB! I JUST HAVE TO SNAP MY FINGERS!

Pfffttttt.......

Cheryl and I retaliated by sticking our tongue out at her. Childish I know but if she's going to start behaving childishly then we'll treat her the same way. I felt so satisfied when she turned to give me a smug look and I showed her 2 fingers right in front of the bf and some other people.

To see her face turn so red and paiseh when I did that was so worth it. Haha!

*Note: She was like 2 arm lengths away from me. That is how obvious it was that I showed it to her.

Bloody bitch didn't even have the guts to tell me off. Hmmm... But I wouldn't think that she would dare. In my heels, I was a head taller than her and even if she did dare, I'll just give a her a damn hard high kick to the head.

I can just imagine doing that and everyone of her friends will be pleading for me to stop and I will say 'NO. If you people don't want me to ram my stilettos through her eyes you will have to buy all my friends a drink' HA HA HA!! I'M EVIL!

But nah.. Why the fuck should I waste my time. In the end I was the one walking away with a smug look on my face. Her face like CHEE BYE xia!

On Thurs Gf Sue asked me to come down to Dbl O since it's been so long since we went to a club. Had fun as always when we got together. Wanted to go makan but a fight nearly broke out between Azmie's (Sue's husband) group and another group. The tension in the air was so thick that in the end the girls headed home.

Friday was spent with me going down to Bedok in the late afternoon to do some errands and met up with W (an old friend of mine since he wasn't meeting his gf) Went down to town together to have dinner and we split up soon after since he was meeting his friends and I needed to rush home and refresh myself.

Cause I had to meet Rudy and his sis and we went to catch the 1.30am show The Simpsons Movie. Ok... I watched the whole show cause I totally adore the Simpsons. Unfortunately after Rudy came back from work in midday, he didn't manage to get any rest.

His bro is getting engaged soon so there was alot to be done and he was out and about with his family the whole day so he fell asleep halfway through the movie. Poor him.. We're more like friends now. Both of us are slowly moving on.

His sis who was up early and spent time with the family and work fell asleep 10 mins before the movie ended. Hmmm.... So I was the one who had to wake both of them up. After which we went home.

My Sat and Sun were spent at home with the family. Arguing and debating about MOTOGP of all things. My parents are big fans of that and I was arguing that it was bloody unfair that they are going to watch the race in Malaysia w/o even thinking about bringing me. HOW COULD THEY!

ME: Why can't I follow?! It's so not bloody fair!

DAD: What bloody? Life IS bloody unfair.

ME: Ya lah.. that one I know. I meant the MOTOGP LAH!

DAD: Ohhh... yah.. too bad.. you can't go. I'm going with your mum and the kids (my siblings)

ME: WAH LAU WEI! I DON'T CARE I'M FOLLOWING.

MUM: Haiyah... you go with your bike friends lah... see.. told you to take bike license don't want.

ME: What does taking bike license got to do with it sey..

MUM: So you can go on your own lah..

ME: But if I go with you guys, my expenses will all be on both of you what..

MUM: BANYAK CANTIK MUKA KAU!

ME: Apa? Tak cantik ke?

DAD: DAH LAH ADA BATU BESAR DUDUK ATAS KEPALA DIA... OUR DAUGHTER PUN MUKA TAK TAHU MALU JUGAK MA..

ME: *grumble grumble*


*Note: My dad was a Mat Motor and my mom was a Minah Motor but if you were to see them now, you wouldn't have guessed but that is a story for another time.

No worries.. I will try my best to weasel my way in that race!

Then yesterday on Mon. Met up with Dea and helped her with her resume and have a late dinner, made plans for the upcoming events we'll be going through in the months ahead and went home.

Reached home around like what......? 10 plus pm? and now is what?

Fucking HELL!

It's 4.37am according to my lappy clock.

Right. I gotta sleep.. Maybe I should message Cheryl and tell her that I'll meet her and Hanif later.. Yes... I'll do that..

Kheheh....

Till then.......

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