Dear You
I have confirmed what I have known all along
My supposed friends aren't really true friends at all but not surprisingly
it doesn't shock me and I don't feel any
different
My opinion has always been different
than theirs
They don't know it but I do know what they have been
saying about me
this few odd years. I thank my lucky stars
that I am do not
actually care about what people think just because
I don't agree with what they do.
Out of those only two I have always been close to.
Make no mistake. We have given each other
hell and created problems
for each other
but yet we understand each other
and are as close as before.
Isn't that what friendship means?????
To be able to fight and argue
yet still able
to overlook all those problems?
It's ok. I'm lucky I believe in the saying
"keep your friends close and you enemies closer"
It really helped me alot.
Nope
I'm trying to look in myself but the fact is that
I don't really care.
I'm lucky that I have the pleasure of calling some people
I know friends even though
I just got to know them
or knows them for less then 5 years.
I'm actually getting
tired of all this hypocrisy. I realised that
when I saw an ex collegue who
gets on my nerves at work and has the cheek to
actually criticise me in
front of her mom.
Haha... What a blow to her when she got the end
of my sharp tongue.
If she thinks her mother is there
and that I won't fight back
Too bad. She got it all wrong as always.
Cheers to Friends, Enemies and Frenemies.
Till then...
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Dear You
2 more days of freedom to go before I start work again. Now that I'm working at Lavender, it's back to travelling the public transport with all the irritating morning and afternoon peak crowds.Urrgh.. not really looking forward to that.It also doesn't help that with the new Joo Koon station, thedays of going to Lakeside station toboard the train to Boon Lay in order to bounce back are over.The crowds at Boon Lay are even morehorrible than usual .Haha... I foresee more complains than usual coming from moi.Anyhoos,was talking to my mom earlier regarding some questions from the Other Halfwhen she said that my grandma was talking to her yesterdaysaying something like if Other Half and I were get married,we are more than welcome to stay in 1 of her extra roomsFor those who doesn't know,Grandparents and my family are neighbours.We have lived side by sideafter breaking down the wall between the kitchen 25 years agowhen they relocated from the kampung.Since the only aunt ofmine who hasn't gotten married has flown the coop to her own place2 rooms in the house are empty.Hehe.. Needless to say I'm actually relieved.I was trying to think of a wayto broach on the topic of taking over 1 of the rooms withoutbeing seen as forcing myself on them. Not that I don't want to get my own place.It's just that both my mom and my grandma's cooking are fucking fantastic I tell ya.Now I'm wondering how I'm going to let them know that we plan to get marriednext year without them freaking outon me. The weather is so stifling nowadaysand I really can't stand it. I can't get any restful sleep at all.I keep on tossing and turning.It's even to hot to think.Goodness,times like this I wish I'm a mermaid.Give me hot, dry weather anytime rather than a hot, humid one.Apologies.I'm honestly having writer's block.There are times when I really felt like ranting but sometimesit just isn't worth the effort.In other words I'm too lazy of course.Online games are an addiction for me for now.Till then
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