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I am what I am. Spent most of my past listening to other people's bullshit so now I say it as I see it. If you don't like it, I don't really care. I don't conform to expectations so don't expect me to follow yours. I'm a rebel neither with nor without a cause but a rebel just the same.

Eccentricity is not, as dull people would have us believe, a form of madness. It is often a kind of innocent pride, and the man of genius and the aristocrat are frequently regarded as eccentrics because genius and aristocrat are entirely unafraid of and uninfluenced by the opinions and vagaries of the crowd.
Edith Sitwell (1887 - 1964), Taken Care Of ,1965

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

[26] At Peace..

[26] At Peace..
Dear You

Feeling oh so bored so I decided to update. Would you believe that I fainted at work again yesterday and had to go to the hospital yet again.

Was sent to SGH this time round. This time they didn't go poking needles in me.

Was just kept for observation and the doctor just fixed me an appointment to the Neurology Clinic.

They wanted to check whether my migraine could be something more serious cause my hand-eye coordination on the right seems to be fucked up.

But it's just probabaly nothing much.

Feeling at peace though...

Called up C last week and told her everything.

Wanted to start the new year fresh without all this icky problems bugging me.

For this year, my resolution is to be blissfully ignorant and only think about myself, my love, fam and 3 of my very best buddies who totally deserve it.

Helps alot that they have been my besties for more than a decade.

Fitri will be getting engaged this Sun.

Sue is pregnant with her second child.. Oooo... another godchild for me.

Juraida (Lobe)... will always be lobe..

Yupz... I may not be contacting these 3 often.

For us, it may just be a random phone call which is sometimes once a month or so or we will call when we wanna ask something.

Fitri will be the one who I can ask for road or street directions or just something inane and gossip.

Lobe will be the one who I can ask for titles of malay songs or translation from english to malay words and gossip. hehe..

Sue will be the one who I can ask regarding marriage issues and just gossip.

For me.. they just see me as a person who just call for not even 5 mins, bother them and hang up.

But they're used to it..

So yeah... I'm feeling at peace with my life at the moment.

Love is great. He's always there for me. Being all concerned and just basically there. His company has been doing well so far. Which is great.

Still early in the year. Hopefully he will have achieved his goals.

Ok.. my life seems officialy lame at the moment.

Nothing exciting.

I think most people are just taking it easy for now.

But!

I just remembered!

Yesterday on my way to work, I was just about to sit down in the train when this bloody auntie actually pulled my sleeve and used her butt to push me away.

An indian lady who was about to sit down received the same treatment too.

CHAO CHEE BAI!!

She wanted to get seats for herself and two of her friends.

As per usual I was screaming bloody murder in the train and the fucked up bitch of an auntie just ignored me and continued talking to her friends.

In frustration when she gave me a hard shove i just kicked her ankles.

I know that's just a bit too much but I just toatlly don't give a fuck.

I can't stand all these typical singaporeans. Be they the old or younger generations.

They all have 1 thing in common in a way that they are FUCKING KIASU!!

Fucking too much you know sometimes.

They so have the totally wrong person.

Everytime they try to push me around and glare at me when i don't heed their pushes I just bloody scream and curse and swear at them and they''ll just look kanchiong and look away.

KANINA!

You wanna try be fierce then be fierce all the way

Don't just put your tails between your legs when you feel my wrath

If that's the case then don't even try to push people around when you don't have any bloody confidence to stand up to them yourselves.

FUCKED UP PEOPLE ALL AROUND!

ok.... I'm gonna chill..

Till then...

Posted by: Natasha
Time: 4:34:00 PM