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Tuesday, May 15, 2007 [6] Sick....
[6] Sick..

Dear You

I'm at home now. Just came back from the doctor. Feeling so ill.. I've been feeling unwell the past few days but what's so shitty about it is that I will not have fever at night. In the day my temperature would drop to the normal level but when night comes and I'm on the way home from work, I can feel it climbing up again. By the time I reach home, I just want to get into bed.

Last night Aidah asked me to go to Hard Rock but I was so reluctant. I made plans to meet her there at 12am. But I fell asleep. The kind of sleep where you drift into oblivion. I was only startled awake once or twice. 1st because it was raining heavily in the early morning. Actually a storm was more like it. Through the haze in my muddled sick mind.

I could hear loud claps of thunder and since my window was open. The air which forced itself in my room made me chilled to the bone even though I was wearing my blanket. I was too sick to even get up to close the window.

When I went to see the doctor earlier, my stupid temperature went down and the doctor didn't see the need to give me two days of medical leave even though I pleaded with him.

Me: ' Please lah doctor, my fever comes at night and I can't sleep properly because of my aching muscles.'

Doctor: ' There's no need. You just need to rest. Get lots of sleep and you'll be fine the next day.'

Fucking stupid doctor.

I just told him that I couldn't sleep well because of the muscle aches. Haiz.. I didn't bother to argue. I just wanted to go home and crawl back under the covers.

I want my Bear.. :(

Last noght the crazy stalker was messaing him. He got very pissed off which resulted in him throwing around his hp till it broke.. Poor thing. When I get the cash maybe I'll get him a new one.

Haiz.. that girl is really getting on our nerves. Stupid bitch can't leave us alone.

Now Bear is doing his ippt before going back to work. I hope he'll pass. It will be nice for him to have more allowance.

OK!

Anyhows... the medication the doctor gave me is making me drowsy... I going to sleep..

Till then...

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Posted by: Natasha
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